Radio Jordan 96.3 FM

Radio Jordan 96.3 FM

This radio station became my favorite one, I'm listing to it whenever i have time to, I listen to to it when I'm happy, down, sad, excited (yeah I know, i'm a very moody person), even though  that I have most of the songs that they're playing on the radio in PC, but I just love listing to the sound of my favorite songs through my favorite station, specially when Ghada is playing them ... You Rock Ghada. 

livestream link: www.jrtv.joinstream.net

Facebook Page: Radio Jordan 96.3 FM (the official page)

I'm Okay!

I'm sorry. Based on one of my last posts, you probably thought I was going to do something awful to myself. Didn't mean to worry or scare ya. I was just having a moment and needed to vent all my pains and frustrations.

I have these moments from time to time (or most of the time) because the load I am bearing is NO @#$% JOKE! And you know, me being human and all. Some days I wish I could lay it all down or pass it off to someone else.

Antimatter - Epitaph

What does FINE stands for?

People asks us every single day "How do you feel?" "How are you doing?" and we always reply by saying the usual phrase by saying "I'm Fine" here is what "I'm Fine" really mean!

FINE  =  Freaked Out Insecure Neurotic and Emotional
FINE  =  Feelings Inside Not Expressed
FINE  =  Frustrated Insecure Neurotic Emotional
FINE  =  Feeling Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional
FINE  =  Fouled Up, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional
FINE  =  Feeling Inadequate, Needing Encouragement
FINE  =  Foggy Insecure Neurotic Emotional


PS: The average person tells 4 lies a day, 1,460 a year, and a total of 88,000 by the age of 6. And the most common lie is "I'm fine".


With all love, I Hope you're all NOT fine as mentioned above!

No Words Left to Say

  
Right now, I have no words left to say.
I have no way to articulate what I'm feeling and what I'm going through....but I'll try.

I'm tired....but that's not good enough to express how tired.
Fatigued, exhausted, weary, burnt out, beat, drained, & distressed,
weak, faint, vexed, overburdened, & depressed.









I'm mad....but that's not good enough to express how mad.
Angry, livid, furious, infuriated, & enraged,
hot, boiling, fiery, fuming, resentful, hateful,
irate, crabby, peeved, rancorous & deranged.


I'm lonely....but that's not good enough to express how lonely.
Abandoned, alone, deserted & forsaken

isolated, desolated, secluded, rejected, reclusive,
solitary, outcast, cast down, withdrawn & forlorn.

I'm sad....but that's not good enough to express how sad.
Unhappy, gloomy, heartbroken, dismal & heartsick,
melancholy, hurting, dark, gloomy, pitiful,
heavy hearted, dejected, lamentable & oppressed.


I'm lost....but that's not good enough to express how lost I feel I am.....
Confused, adrift, disoriented, gone, & astray,
wandering, vanished, devastated, annihilated, dissipated,

obliterated, eradicated, erased, wasted, vanquished, defeated....
I've strayed.


Can't find my way out
Can't find my way through



Tired of pushing against life
Tired of struggling to survive

Sick of the process
Sick of being a leftover
Worn out by the journey
Disappointed in my Creator

Don't wanna hold on
Don't wanna hang in
Don't wanna keep runnin'
Don't wanna be patient
Don't wanna get up
Don't wanna go over, under or through

I Know what I wanna do....
Stare out the window til the sun goes down
Sip through a straw til I don't hurt no more
I'm giving up
and giving in
Forget about what's right and do what I like
I wanna be me
I wanna do you

Oh, God
I'm falling.....
faster
deeper....
redeem me
save me
Savior....
catch me if you want to
catch me if you can....
Will you break my fall
or just break me...?
You make the call.
I'm done talking.
I'm done praying.

 

There are no words left to say....
For now, stick a fork in me cause
I'm done.

Cheating

    When in a committed relationship, the definition of cheating is based on both parties' opinions, and both parties may redefine their understanding to match the party at an either lower or higher extreme of this definition. Cheating constitutes doing anything, whether verbal or physical, that one would not do in front of their significant other. Such examples would include: expressing attraction to another person, talking, electronic communications, texting, data, kissing, making out, and sexual contact.

 So, are cheaters born cheaters, or do certain situations cause people to cheat? Probably a little bit of both. Here are some situations that make people cheat:

1. Bored
I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

2. Dependence
At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person.

3. Confusion
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion is going on in your head, you make mistakes.

4. Because They Let You
If any girl ever cheated on me, I'd break up with her immediately. Forgiving a cheater is putting up with it, and starts a vicious cycle. That person who cheated may lose respect for you and might continue to cheat-because they know they can get away with it, because you'll continue to take them back.

5. Nurturing
If someone is mistreating you, then your first instinct is to get away from him or her. But sometimes it's not that simple-maybe you are raising kids together. If you feel trapped in a bad relationship, it's only natural that you will run to the open arms of a person who treats you well.

6. Revenge
This is quite simple- an eye for an eye. Cheat on them if they cheat on you. If they continuously hurt you or abuse you in some way, you do it to get them back.

7. Confirmation of Attractiveness Sometimes when you're in a long relationship, or if your significant other is taking you for granted, you begin to wonder if you're still attractive. Perhaps, because you were out on the dating circuit, you felt more attractive when you were single. If you have an affair, you've proven that a new person can be attracted to you.

8. The Thrill Some people just enjoy the thrill of cheating: running around secretly, risking getting caught, and creating thrilling moments with a forbidden romance.

9. They Don't Consider It Cheating, Even Though You Might Relationships have that grey area, usually right before you become exclusive. He thinks date #4 is when you're "together," and you think date #2 is when you're "together." If you haven't talked about exclusivity, someone may think they are well within their rights to see other people, even though the other person in the relationship may not.

I don't understand why people don't break up as soon as they have an urge to cheat. Is it natural to have temptation, or is temptation a sign that the relationship is losing its fire? What reasons would you add to this list, and do you disagree with any? If you've ever cheated, why did you do it? Could you forgive a cheater? If you are single, but seeing a person who is in a committed relationship, does that make you a cheater?

Yours faithfully,

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